Markus on Maria
What can I tell you about Maria? I met her at the Vermilion before I realized it was just some Vamp bar, I though it was just an eccentric social club. She was so beautiful, so funny, I remember the first night I saw her I blew her entire shift just trying to talk to her. One thing lead to another and eventually we were married. I didn’t hesitate to put a ring on her finger, I knew I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life.
Look, I’m not going to lie to you, when I lost my job we had a few heated exchanges of word about “staying afloat.” But I was never mad at her, I was mad at the situation life had put me through. In my opinion I was a man who had everything, in my opinion, and now everything was at threat to be taken away. And that is why I joined Spence and his crew.
It killed me emotionally to see Maria cry at my funeral, she mourned for so long because she loved me, but I think she’s starting to move on. Personally I still love my wife, I really do, but being a ghost that love that I feel for her is slowly dying away and I worry that one day all I will truly see of my wife is that she is mother of my son.
I still haven’t revealed myself to Maria, I haven’t shown her that I am a ghost, and every day that I don’t is another day I know that I will have to explain to her why I didn’t do it immediately, if I really loved her.
And sadly… I don’t have an answer to that.